Friday, December 15, 2006

This is the ending and I've moved on!

Will I see you there?

1:42 PM

Thursday, December 14, 2006

Room For Dessert is LOVEEE!

1:11 AM

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

I don't know how I spend my money or where they have flown to but anyhow, IM BROKE OLADY :D :D

Well I think I paid for the fun that I've been having.

Had an awesome time (though only went for half of) at the zone camp on Sunday at Sentosa/YMCA. Then made my first official visit to Vivocity with Derrick and watched my first movie there on Monday - Open Season! Thank Golden Village, Singtel, Mrs Tan and her son for Movie Money :) lol and a time dreaming about six islands. Met up with the peeps and my Bestfriend today at Escape. Thank Downtown East for turning 6 and charging only 6buckeroos. Hehs and what's best is that we caught up! You'll always be my friend, you know too much

11:30 PM

Monday, December 11, 2006

An eccentric person who is damn irritating but surprisingly, is very capable of spreading joy to others. His name is like a hynonym to mine.

AND HAHAHA DYLON, I DID YOU A FAVOUR AND POSTED IT! :D :D

1:20 AM

Sunday, December 10, 2006

Memories past. Now they are like good movies, a distant, comfortable place to which I escape. A moment's fantasy simply triggered by a familiar name, a familiar smile and a familiar laughter we used to share.

1:39 AM

Saturday, December 09, 2006

Ouch, yeah ouch ):

It is eating me from inside.

I had a whole long entry to post and when I was about to complete it with a damn fullstop, a thought hit me and I erased it.

If only its as simple as highlighting and backspacing in order to delete these thoughts. If only I can say "Forget it, that's not important" (just like Dylon) and mean it. But its not as easy as it sounds.

12:32 PM

And all the roads that lead you there were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And afterall
You're my wonderwall

**

The fall has yet to be broken

1:19 AM

Thursday, December 07, 2006

Yesterday can be considered one of the best days I've had ever since I got back. Gave tuition in the morning and it was so fun (lol, I think I missed him too much) because we're starting on composition writing (: Went to the National Library - ohman damn embarrassing because I think it has been open for more than a year already (I still remember vividly Ryna and Rhubini telling us how cool and nice the place is before Olvls) so anyway, it was embarrassing because it was my first time there. Hah! Wanted to borrow "For One More Day - Mitch Albom" but it was on loan ): So I settled for a memoir by this lady who grew up during the Khmer Rouge. I've always been the kind who would imagine the story being acted out before me as I read books and when I read "When Broken Glass Floats", it was as if I really saw how the Cambodians got tortured at the Killing Fields and how life was in the villages. The disparity between being and knowing is definitely great.

Met Shijie and Teo (yes, two of my favourite people on Earth!) for late lunch/early dinner. Mr Chng wanted so much to have buffet and at 4pm, no where else serves buffet except for Sakae so we found ourselves there stuffing sushi into our mouths after a long walk and talk around Suntec. LOL!

Teo: Eh, I like that one
Chng: You like ah, okay take take
(blink of an eye, you see 5 plates of the same one on the table)

Then we walked around and started playing with remote control planes and UFOs. Damn fun! Haha, both of them looked so keen on bagging one home and Teo did. He bought the UFO! It's really cool - can fly up to 4 storey high. The plane is even cooler because it flies up to 10 storey and can navigate but it's a good 40buckeroos -_________-!!

Chng went to work and Teo walked with me to YMCA and we had quite a good talk. We are always full of regrets. Attended bible study with Alex. I slow-walked home from Compass. Felt so good to walk alone along busy roads and past quiet streets. This is a countdown to living on my own.

You're starting to have a rough idea. It's tough. I'm sorry. Chance seems to be stopping me from confronting it and I hate to leave it this way. Teo was right, me and my sucky reasons. I'm always trying to convince myself with them, thinking they are so justified but I don't realise how even more self-centred and self-righteous I'm for trying to not be self-centred and self-righteous.

To the 2 people who always make me laugh and smile, thanks for a wonderful yesterday :D

12:05 PM