Monday, September 04, 2006

Today sucked. I remember that you used to tell me to smile my best on a day like that. Not today, not anymore. So often I find myself asking, why why why. But today I heard myself asking when. When will all these things end? Will I ever come to the day when it will end? Is this it, my longest bicycle ride ever, that will never cross the finishing line? After all our exchanging of hurtful and snide remarks all the time, my thoughts stop in their tracks and I come to a painful realisation that actually, what I've always wanted I will never get, who I always whined for I will never feel and who I always hoped to be I will never be. I guess you think you won't affect me anymore.

Your mercy taught me to forgive

9:22 PM