Saturday, September 23, 2006
Warm and fuzzy!I never knew writing a letter to someone you have been feeling negative emotions towards would be useful to help you realise that yes, hidden deep under all these anger/hurt/fear/regret/intentions, you actually do love this person fondly and never want to lose sight of this person in your life. We wrote letters to a particular someone today and my hands just led me to direct it to you. I found myself writing in circles, after every point I made, it led me back to the first point - it's just me selfishly hoping and wishing that you had been and still will be an essential part of my life, that my younger days would have been happier and whenever I wanted a piggyback, I would have gotten it. The letter came to a point where it was time for me to express my love. Yet, I found it to be such an uphill task to write those three words and even write a simple five letter word to address you.
Dear -----,(blah blah blah)It is my intention that you will not continue to be someone who finds difficulty in trusting people, someone who doesn't give others chances to enter the door of your heart, someone who seems so nonchalant towards everything but is actually hoping to be able to come through one day. Do understand that there are many people who do care for you so open up your heart and let them in please?(blah blah blah)Love,DeliaTry it, it works! :)---
Teo: I like having dinner with you because I enjoy your company. It is only when we are alone together do we get to talk amicably and relate honestly. I just wanted you to know that you're a really nice person and don't hide that side of yourself from others, okay? Meet you again!
Seet: No matter how lousy and crummy you feel, you have me :D :D You know how I can make you laugh and smile till you cry just with one sentence. Haha, thanks for being there for me everytime I need you! Thankyou for (taboo five latter word)ing me :)
Ong: Oh man, the past few weeks in school has been endurable because of you, Chua and Cheng. Good to have you guys everyday! Looking forward to complete our mission coming weeek! Hahahaha
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