Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Can I stay away forever, and not come near again? I dare not face what has drawn near to me and dare not shun it away. Yes, I am gutless and I know that. Despite of all the broken legs and squashed up backsides, I'm still a sick cat.
Went to Annabel's place today after such a long time. I haven't met up with her, Evon, Vivian, Jing, Tingster and Rachy, as a group, in half a year already and it was quite a good bonding session :) Met the cellgroup for dinner at Bedok and whiled the night away at the Youth Park, watching bikers do their stunts and talking about who would make the cut to be our whole. Occured to me that I have gradually and unknowingly gave up on all the criterias and lovely dreams. Yet to find out the reason but I'm sure that for now, I have lost all trust and hopes in having someone to hold. Once again, no reasons.
Take a look around meWhat you see is what you are and what you are is beautiful
12:20 AM
