Thursday, October 19, 2006
I sat for my favourite subject today. I've not been down with throat infection and flu for two days. I found the paper to be really easy. I'm sure I will score for it. I'm sure.. (sounds like Shijie when he's being sarcastic, hurh) I thought I was out of breath. The paper sucked. My nose sucked. Something happening behind everything is sucking. But if the world didn't suck, we'ld all fall apart.
When the day seemed like it cannot be worse, when you feel like nothing's going to ever make you feel better and that you can't even find the strength to talk about what shit happened, thank God for toilet paper in the world, thank God for a friend you can confide in two rolls of toilet paper. Thanks, I love you. You're probably the only who can make me cry over the phone, sulk and complain, listen to all my selfish rubbish and then wipe everything away, allowing me to feel comfortable after that :D Will you be my wife forever and ever and ever? <3 But I know I'ld be murdered by a certain Eastern man if you agree, so ):
16hours till this whole trauma will be over, I think
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You're waiting for someone to put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'ld say
He's everything you want, he's everything you need
He's everything inside of you that you wish you could be
He says all the right things at exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you and you don't know why
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6:01 PM
