Sunday, October 08, 2006

Silly Sally Revelation #1738173:
THERE IS POWER IN READING ARCHIVES

Yeah, I went through her blog and unrevelled many things. From her confession to someone she now loves about her love, to an imitation of Shijie making fun of her, I also found this:

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"Now, in everything I do, I think of my mum first"
That was what you told me and I remember feeling so overwhelmed by that statement of yours. Because that was probably the moment I saw for myself why everything is so different now: Our personal pleasure has taken a backseat for once. Its like the driver of our car has changed and the destination changes along with it. The journey gets a million times tougher. And hell, we don't even know where exactly we're heading. But now, we're working for something greater than ourselves. I miss PL, yes I do. I miss the place and I miss the people in it. I do miss being reckless and wild and free of inhibitions.

I do want to go back to when I was younger. I want to kiss and say goodbye to a million boys. I want to skip classes every Wednesday and buy MCs every week. I want to fall madly in love and not ever commit. I do want to throw all the responsiblities I have now into someone's face and shirk it all. I want to drop out of school and yet, get a job and earn a million a month. I want to hook a rich old dude and spend a million a second. Oh yes, if God had long cut off that leash that's reining in my every fleshly desire, that's what I'd set out to do.

But God has yet to allow us to give in to our flesh. Neither has He allowed the invention of a time machine to take place. He must have His reasons, I guess. So all we can do is pray for our eyes to be opened to the bigger picture. LOL, Dee, death still sounds like a very sweet release to me, but not just yet :) I think we're meant for something greater than our "Let's Die Tomorrow" scheme.

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I was reminded of how much I want to excel in life and provide a comfortable life for my Mum. I was reminded how many atimes I want to throw in the towel and take the wider road, one for easy travelling. I was reminded of who has been the one driving me. I was reminded of how I have grown the past few years. I was reminded of my destiny awaiting me.

And for all these reminders to never be reminders again but as what I will always bear in mind, as my priorities in life.

"God. Mummy. Love life. (as in love my own life)"

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Anyway, here's something really hilarious and reason enough why I love having Shijie around :)

"Siewling, could you stop that?! Stop mentally undressing my potato... And don't bother hitting me. A ball of fats can't do much to a mass of muscle... What do you mean, what muscle? I can do 14 pull-ups okay? 14!... Oh you should try the Grilled Chicken Foldover at Macs. It only contains 8g of fat. 8 grams, Siewling!... (as we pass by a closed bank with a lit sign) Tell you, banks take all their profits and waste it all on their electricity bills... Siewling, you know what? I bet, that when people talk to you, they're just looking at your hair and not at your face. And when they tell you they love you, they're like, I don't know, blind or something... You should dye your hair, you look like a black-and-white TV set in a world of colour TVs... Siewling, you're damn retarded. Could you stop that?! Stop whining. Not cool. Totally not cool."

Why do we have the most moronic conversations with some of our most intelligent friends?

HAHAHA!
Great week ahead! :D :D
Amen

10:37 PM